Rather Wonderful

So the rather wonderful happening that I've been (not) subtly alluding to? I met a rather wonderful perso, and we have a rather wonderful relationship and it's all rather wonderful.

I don't think I've stopped grinning yet.

Bring Me Down

This song. In a few ways, it has no relevance to me…but in others…to put it bluntly, this song makes me feel lost. I have a person that I want to be beside, all the time—a person I crossed the Atlantic to move on from, and found myself constantly wishing for. My time with her was limited, but prolonged, as she's still one of my dear friends. 

I think that hurts the most. Knowing I talk to her…and can't ever say the words that are always there.

Hair

Every Spanish class, we sing at the end—immersion and all that. Today, the end verse was, translated, 'When a man loves a woman and she doesn't love him, it's like a bald man finding a comb on the street.'

I wonder, though—am I the comb or the man? Am I the tool that wants to be used, or the person who wants to have something to use it with? Am I purposeless and redundant, or broken and incomplete?

How do I tell?

Turn Around

It's been another crazy day…. I'm sort of conflicted right now. There's this person—R, we shall say—who I'm feeling quite caught up on. We'd once tried to be a couple, very briefly, but we came to the conclusion it wouldn't work. Despite that it was a mutual agreement, more or less, I still wish for more. I still wish I could be completely open about how I feel, how I want to try….

I know it won't work. I know she probably will never, ever see this. I still hope for a turnaround, though.

Hopeless

So, apparently I don't know what flirting is…so a very dear, dear friend on mine is teaching*coughbashingintomyheadcough* some general rules. I had no flipping idea. I really didn't. Sometimes I think I am hopeless…!

Silver Lining—And Coating!

What to talk about today? Not much…I suppose that I could mention that the person I was seeing, a friend of mine, has decided that a romantic relationship isn't what is best…. (This is entirely mutual, we want entirely different things, and it really wouldn't be fair to either of us to fake it.) We;re still getting together to try a new recipe, and hopefully I can convince her to watch a movie or two. The both of us have lists of movies the other needs to watch!

All in all, I'm glad with the way things turned out. I doubt that she'll ever read this, but I do need to make that clear. (In case any of you readers are madly invested in my love life and want to know I'm okay…I didn't think so either.)

So, I haven't asked a question in a while, and i feel like I should get back into that. Hmmm….
What has been the 'let down' that has most turned out amazingly in your love life to date?

Potential

So I had a conversation tonight that I think very well might have blown whatever chance I had for a relationship with the girl I was seeing. I sincerely hope not, because I enjoy the time we spend together, and think this could potentially work out, personality-wise, long term.

Lets hope, please!