Conflicted

I feel so conflicted lately.

I'm guilty—not writing here, not able to provide the supports for a dear friend who seems to need them.

I'm frustrated—nothing inspiring to write, a lack of words to say to said friend.

I'm hurt—can't seem to move 100% past the pain that has been dogging me for months.

I'm scared—worried for my friend, worried for my heart health (again), terrified of the abyss that is university.

I don't really know what to do right now. I'm going to remind myself to get back to blogging regularly, though.

With that on my mind, here's what I've been up to.


I've officially got no phone, and after years with an ancient, broken flip, I think it might be time to upgrade. iPhone, anyone…?!
I also need to replace my beloved MacBook, Alex. Although we're heading into our fourth year together, he's no longer really able to keep up. I think it's time he retired.

With this in mind, when my student loan moneys come through, I will be investigating the best option for my to Apple myself out. Tres excited!!